So now my Mom went to Texas for a few days so she could see my nephew Thayen and my sister. But since i couldn't afford to go i stayed home. It sucked soo bad because I haven't actually seen them since October. We still talk all the time but that's not exactly the same. He's going to be turning 2 next month and I wont be there to see it. I was there for all the major 1st and with them down there, I'm missing everything.
Me and Carrie used to be so close. I could talk to her about everything and anything but it's like I lost a part of me..
If I needed her as a sister, she'd give me advice. but in the same conversation she'd turn it off and I'd have my best friend right there for me. It just isn't the same in a phone call.

Okay, on the only happy note, in two weeks me and my family are going on vacation. It's so exciting. I can't wait.